Tag Archives: depression

Things Are Getting Better

I’d like to report that things are getting better. I’ve acknowledged the depression. I’m going to see a therapist Monday. The job. I’m interviewing elsewhere. I took a pay cut moving here. I also demoted myself a little also. I … Continue reading

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Oh, Look What I Made Me Do

I will finally admit it to all of you. I hate my job.  I’ve realized my drinking has increased. It’s nearly nightly now. I’m displacing my anger and lashing out at the kids nights and mornings before work. It occurred … Continue reading

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The Smile on My Face Now Reaches My Ears

I’m so grateful and thankful for every reader! Every comment! Believe it or not while some of you say my posts help you, you all help me. I smile every time I look at my stats. I smile seeing new … Continue reading

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Current State

Loneliness is only a feeling. It’s ok to feel this way.  Wow. I actually felt like crying a minute ago and know I’m thinking of this smiling. At least I’m alive and experience what everyone else has felt at some … Continue reading

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My Gravitational Pull

Of course I don’t want to leave them and they obviously don’t want to leave me. They don’t know what I’m thinking though. I’m thinking I could die between now and my return and never see them again. I’m thinking … Continue reading

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Loneliness

It’s a deafening blow to your spirit when you’re driving home from work realizing that no one cares about you getting home safely. No one is going to call to make sure you’re okay. Yes, you have kids but they … Continue reading

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Anxiety Takes No Holiday; Here’s to the Family I Mourn

It most certainly takes prisoners. It most certainly takes souls. Lives.  Calmness.  Joy.  But I will just settle in with it as I do everyday. Easter. Not really a favorite holiday of mine. Actually, no holiday is favorable for me … Continue reading

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