Category Archives: strength

I’m Not a Bad Mom, I’m Just a Mom

My parenting style is not really parenting. I have kids, yes. Chose to have them, yes. Love them, sometimes. But it’s not what defines me. It’s not what I want to be known for or do for rest of my … Continue reading

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I’m Not Even

I won’t even complain about this nasty ass roach in the bathroom with me at work. I’m thankful I work. I’m thankful for bugs that do the dirty work for us. I’m thankful I have legs that can carry me … Continue reading

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I Fucking Hate Mondays

But today, I’m changing that. This could be my last day on Earth. I’m going to smile. I’m going to hug my kids. I’m going to do my job. Now, if I knew I was going to die later I … Continue reading

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So I posted a blog the other day that was brutally honest and almost embarrassing. I was hoping to help someone else. After seeing no reaction to it, I took it down. I was really hoping that I could be … Continue reading

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Her Mind Works In Melodies

Under-rated  for my moods: Any Winehouse – To Know Him is to Love Him Any of her songs but Rehab really. What a loss. So gifted.  Solange – Crain in the Sky Too relatable. God damn is it ever.  Paula … Continue reading

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Still Unsatisfied

I love my house. Love it! I love my friends here. They’ve come to be my family. I love Tennessee. It’s beautiful with the country music culture, the friendly people. I love Jackson’s school and his teachers. I moved to … Continue reading

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What’s the Price?

How much money, soul, dignity, reputation would you be willing to pay for your every dream, wish, fantasy, hope to come true? What is it worth to you to be completely happy and to feel accepted by being who you … Continue reading

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