Category Archives: parenting

Things Are Getting Better

I’d like to report that things are getting better. I’ve acknowledged the depression. I’m going to see a therapist Monday. The job. I’m interviewing elsewhere. I took a pay cut moving here. I also demoted myself a little also. I … Continue reading

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Mildly Mentally Disabled

I read it earlier at the first IEP meeting but shrugged it off. I figured a new state, it’s how developmentally delayed transfers here. No, it was his diagnosis from the school’s psychologist after another IQ test. It was lower … Continue reading

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Missing You All

I’m missing writing and missing feeling present here. I’ve renewed my subscription so there will be future posts. I promise to find time.  I hope everyone is doing well. 

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Oh, Look What I Made Me Do

I will finally admit it to all of you. I hate my job.  I’ve realized my drinking has increased. It’s nearly nightly now. I’m displacing my anger and lashing out at the kids nights and mornings before work. It occurred … Continue reading

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Gotta Have Strengtha, Strengtha, Strengthah!

I got to thinking about all the shit I’ve told myself over the years and what I’ve learned.  I can’t leave my addicted, abusive husband. I did. I can’t pay this bill this month. I did.  I can’t move my … Continue reading

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Gone Girl

Closed on my Tennessee house. I’m officially done with Tennessee.  For now.

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So the Boys Go to a Church for Daycare

And Jake got in trouble today for pushing a kid twice his size because he cut him in line. The teacher even said he was impressed that Jake stood up for himself. But he and the other boy had to … Continue reading

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