Category Archives: mood

Onward and Literally Upward

I hate change. I love alcohol. It’s what’s keeping my nerves calm. I’m hating and lonely right now.  I’m hating being in the presence of couples. I hate the engagement ring commercials on the radio. I’m hating looking at someone … Continue reading

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How Do I Love Thee…

Music…I love you enough to put some poor person out in the rain today because my Bluetooth speaker bit the dust two days ago and I couldn’t stand the silence. I did the same day Amazon Prime delivery for the … Continue reading

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The After Life

I’m hoping to hell there is a life after this because if I died tomorrow my life would be shit. I really hope an after life would supply me with a feeling of fulfillment. If this is it and all … Continue reading

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Second Date

Good guys still exist.

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Ruffled Ridges

I’m wearing a sweater with ruffles around the collar in the office because a) it’s so cold and b) it’s comfortable. I received it from a friend who was going through old clothes that she wanted to get rid off. … Continue reading

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“Fuck You and Your Untouchable Face”

I wonder if a guy would care if he knew we’ve cried ourselves to sleep at least once because of him.  I bet he wouldn’t care.  I bet you don’t care.

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No Fear

I wish I didn’t fear losing my friends, family, job, dignity if I blogged about the seemingly double life I lead.

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