Category Archives: lonely

I’m a Rebel Just For Kicks Now

When I want to text you No. 3, “How bout them Mets?” Where are you? I can’t text you. And I only want to for selfish reasons.  And you, Guy, Number 1, you know I’ve only thought of you once … Continue reading

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Walking past the restaurants in downtown Louisville looking at the candlelit tables and I’m reminded of a time when dinner at such places was an every Saturday night thing. Then I’m reminded of a LeAnn Womack song, “that was twenty … Continue reading

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I’m once again residing in the great state of Kentucky. Even though I begin work tomorrow I have never felt so homeless, jobless and uninsured. Might as well add alone to that mix. Yes, I’ve moved closer to family but … Continue reading

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Onward and Literally Upward

I hate change. I love alcohol. It’s what’s keeping my nerves calm. I’m hating and lonely right now.  I’m hating being in the presence of couples. I hate the engagement ring commercials on the radio. I’m hating looking at someone … Continue reading

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Just Thinking

I’ve been out of a relationship for well over a year now. I think that’s a record! I’m also finding that I really am enjoying being alone and I get to spend more time with the boys and focus on … Continue reading

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Songs You Live To

I pity the people that don’t connect a song to moments or memories.  As I listen to Dwight Yoakam’s “Turn It On, Turn It Up, Turn Me Loose”. 

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The After Life

I’m hoping to hell there is a life after this because if I died tomorrow my life would be shit. I really hope an after life would supply me with a feeling of fulfillment. If this is it and all … Continue reading

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