Category Archives: depression
I got to thinking about all the shit I’ve told myself over the years and what I’ve learned. I can’t leave my addicted, abusive husband. I did. I can’t pay this bill this month. I did. I can’t move my … Continue reading
Some nights you just want to cry and be held. Other nights you’re reminded of how lucky you are to be alone. Fucked up world, isn’t it? But we’re alive aren’t we?
I’ve been the sole provider for these two boys for 2 years. (Don’t forget I have 2 dogs). I make decisions for 3 people. Jackson turned 8 yesterday. Jake is 5. Their father died when they were 5 and 3, … Continue reading
I hate change. I love alcohol. It’s what’s keeping my nerves calm. I’m hating and lonely right now. I’m hating being in the presence of couples. I hate the engagement ring commercials on the radio. I’m hating looking at someone … Continue reading
I pity the people that don’t connect a song to moments or memories. As I listen to Dwight Yoakam’s “Turn It On, Turn It Up, Turn Me Loose”.