Category Archives: addiction
I’d like to report that things are getting better. I’ve acknowledged the depression. I’m going to see a therapist Monday. The job. I’m interviewing elsewhere. I took a pay cut moving here. I also demoted myself a little also. I … Continue reading
That place where you’re buzzed and you know you should stop drinking but you’re finally buzzed and you want to maintain this. But knowing you don’t maintain. You just get drunker. You either go to sleep peacefully and habe a … Continue reading
I’m missing writing and missing feeling present here. I’ve renewed my subscription so there will be future posts. I promise to find time. I hope everyone is doing well.
I want to text you that I’ve moved out of state. Away from you. I want to text you that I don’t think of you and that you’re nothing to me. But it would all be lies. Hope you and … Continue reading
I will finally admit it to all of you. I hate my job. I’ve realized my drinking has increased. It’s nearly nightly now. I’m displacing my anger and lashing out at the kids nights and mornings before work. It occurred … Continue reading
When I want to text you No. 3, “How bout them Mets?” Where are you? I can’t text you. And I only want to for selfish reasons. And you, Guy, Number 1, you know I’ve only thought of you once … Continue reading
Some nights you just want to cry and be held. Other nights you’re reminded of how lucky you are to be alone. Fucked up world, isn’t it? But we’re alive aren’t we?