Category Archives: addiction

Next on the Guitar…

Trying my hand at teaching myself how to play the guitar again. Working on the finger calluses. If only my patience would callous over a little. Grr.

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I’m Not Even

I won’t even complain about this nasty ass roach in the bathroom with me at work. I’m thankful I work. I’m thankful for bugs that do the dirty work for us. I’m thankful I have legs that can carry me … Continue reading

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I Fucking Hate Mondays

But today, I’m changing that. This could be my last day on Earth. I’m going to smile. I’m going to hug my kids. I’m going to do my job. Now, if I knew I was going to die later I … Continue reading

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Online Dating

Because when am I going to meet anyone? The ridiculous shit I’ve heard this week. It’s Tuesday. And I’m sparing you the dirty stuff. “Do those boys need a step daddy?” Do your balls need to be in your throat? … Continue reading

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So I posted a blog the other day that was brutally honest and almost embarrassing. I was hoping to help someone else. After seeing no reaction to it, I took it down. I was really hoping that I could be … Continue reading

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The Pain in Alone

It’s not the loneliness in being alone that’s so painful, it’s the realization that you’re unwanted that breaks your soul. 

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Two nights in a row of drinking.  Two morning of shame.  If I had a dollar for every time I have embarrassed myself drinking is have that lakehouse and I’d be sober enough to enjoy it. I spend my mornings … Continue reading

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