Category Archives: addiction

I’m a Rebel Just For Kicks Now

When I want to text you No. 3, “How bout them Mets?” Where are you? I can’t text you. And I only want to for selfish reasons.  And you, Guy, Number 1, you know I’ve only thought of you once … Continue reading

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Some nights you just want to cry and be held. Other nights you’re reminded of how lucky you are to be alone. Fucked up world, isn’t it? But we’re alive aren’t we?

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I’ve been the sole provider for these two boys for 2 years. (Don’t forget I have 2 dogs). I make decisions for 3 people. Jackson turned 8 yesterday. Jake is 5. Their father died when they were 5 and 3, … Continue reading

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Explain This to Me

The guy from the other night came over. The boys were asleep when he finally arrived. We talked. No drinking. We just caught up. He told me he’d come back at 5 for dinner the next day, hugged me and told … Continue reading

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Leaving Town??

I’ve written about a lot of men. The man I complain about is a compilation of men in Tennessee I’ve liked, loved, lost. But yesterday he texted me. He’s going to miss me. I tell him I’ve been thinking of … Continue reading

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Onward and Literally Upward

I hate change. I love alcohol. It’s what’s keeping my nerves calm. I’m hating and lonely right now.  I’m hating being in the presence of couples. I hate the engagement ring commercials on the radio. I’m hating looking at someone … Continue reading

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Just Thinking

I’ve been out of a relationship for well over a year now. I think that’s a record! I’m also finding that I really am enjoying being alone and I get to spend more time with the boys and focus on … Continue reading

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