Author Archives: bourbonbreathmom

About bourbonbreathmom

No words can describe me;)

The After Life

I’m hoping to hell there is a life after this because if I died tomorrow my life would be shit. I really hope an after life would supply me with a feeling of fulfillment. If this is it and all … Continue reading

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Second Date

Good guys still exist.

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Ruffled Ridges

I’m wearing a sweater with ruffles around the collar in the office because a) it’s so cold and b) it’s comfortable. I received it from a friend who was going through old clothes that she wanted to get rid off. … Continue reading

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“Fuck You and Your Untouchable Face”

I wonder if a guy would care if he knew we’ve cried ourselves to sleep at least once because of him.  I bet he wouldn’t care.  I bet you don’t care.

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No Tears for This Kindergartner’s Momma

No, I didn’t cry. I think after going through everything we have I’m happy to see a normal functioning five year old be happy and proud of himself. I only thought of their deceased father missing this day after I … Continue reading

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Tomorrow 

Is my birthday. I’m considering a move. A job change. A life change. I’m a love addict. I’m wanting a fresh start. Just a do-over. I’m sitting in a restaurant analyzing the freshness of their produce because my company supplies … Continue reading

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Home

Thinking of moving home. Home being Kentucky. Maybe I can escape my demons or at least outrun them for a bit. 

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