Monthly Archives: October 2017
I don’t feel so bad about how many times I’ve been married when I read about old Hollywood movie stars. I’m good compared to Judy Garland, Elizabeth Taylor, Betty Davis, Doris Day. I’m completely sober btw.
The guilt of a special needs mom…I took this child to hundreds of therapy appointments, one of which was speech, I feel immense guilt having waited for 2 years to hear this child say his first word, 5 years to … Continue reading
I believe I’ve forgotten to apply deodorant like 5 days now since I’ve been here. Might be stress…or urgency. It’s not good. So lucky you, black truck!
And I’ve only thought of you maybe just once everyday. It’s to the point where I’m reminding myself that I have almost made it through one whole day without thinking of you. It’s usually on my drive home when I … Continue reading
Since I’ve quiled a heartfelt entry. We’re here! Surviving Kentucky, sickness and all. Yes, we’ve all been sick, but the weight I feel lifted off my shoulders…knowing I’ve got family nearby…I had great friends nearby in Tennessee but I felt … Continue reading
The boys and I watched Nine Lives. Jackson said he missed his daddy. I started crying. They started asking questions…where will they go if I die? Will we have another momma? I’m going to miss you, they say. I’m not … Continue reading