I’m once again residing in the great state of Kentucky. Even though I begin work tomorrow I have never felt so homeless, jobless and uninsured. Might as well add alone to that mix. Yes, I’ve moved closer to family but I feel so alone. The emotional toll this is taking is quite suffocating but bearable, obviously. I expected a little of this. I couldn’t have imagined it all.

Tomorrow, after my kid’s first day at a new school, at a new daycare, my first day at a new company I know I’ll feel better. I’ll feel even better Friday when I close on my house in Tennessee. I’ll feel even better in two weeks when I close on my new house, if everything goes ok.

I wrote this aforementioned last night. Today was my first day of work today. Ehh.

Today was the boy’s first day of school. They enjoyed it. 

I’ve never felt so alone.

About bourbonbreathmom

No words can describe me;)
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