Two nights in a row of drinking.  Two morning of shame.  If I had a dollar for every time I have embarrassed myself drinking is have that lakehouse and I’d be sober enough to enjoy it.

I spend my mornings wondering what secrets I spilled, who I offended, what I posted on social media or published here. It’s wondering who I need to apologize to, when will I do this again.

Then the why. Why do I continue to do It? It’s all really pathetic truthfully. 

About bourbonbreathmom

No words can describe me;)
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2 Responses to

  1. Daisy says:

    It’s replacing a need you have


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